I got in a big argument that escalated into a fight with my best friend/ex-fiance...I won't og into details, for both our sakes, but it came to a point where he called me white trash, and that was it, that was the last straw on a tired cammel's back. I'm not one who normaly uses forgiveness, I'm open minded and normally dont care, but he hit right on on a button of mine and that was unforgivable, to be honest with you. Years spent having him as the best friend and some time even as a fiance...blown in one confrontation...it clearly showed reasons why we should not get married...I just now wrote him this "a normal person I dont think would come back to you as a friend after what was said, but I am not normal, though I do still have to decide just how normal I am. jenna would like to see me never speak to you again, i dont know if i can do that....just thaught you would like to know. But if you feel you would be better off without me now is the time to say so...think it over..."...if anyone leaves comments any advice would be and heard...thank you.